Getting A Break

This week I got to come home. It has been 9 weeks since I have stepped into my house, everything looked so different, but it only took 2 minutes to realize that everything was still the same. I miss Parker so much this is the first time that I have been away from him, but I think that the break will be very good. I called Jim yesterday, (morning Mon)to see how things were going, because he'd never been alone with Parker either. I told Jim to put me on speaker phone so that I could talk to Parker and he could hear my voice. As soon as I started talking Parks started to bawl. He cried and cried and cried. After about 2 minutes Jim told me to try again, but that just made him cry even harder. It was breaking my heart. Not good to hear. I was really, really, really nervous to leave but now that I'm home I'm so glad that I acctually came, I almost cancelled more than once. My mom and sister and I had planned to go to Womens Conferance in Utah back in January, before my life got a little more complicated. We didnt know if we (and by we I mean I)were going to go through with going, but I'm so glad that we are able to.